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Life is a jungle

Good morning everybody out there.
Potschochter recieved his papers last week and he was quite surprised
by the fact that his grades were better that he thought they would be.
Potschochter thinks that maybe something strange is going on.
Potschochter has the feeling of not being able to count till three,
but his papers tell a quite different story.
What is going on?
There are small conspiracy thoughts going on in his mind saying that
probably he has recieved bonusses for being that old, and for being so out of context of this school.
Or the teachers might have told themselves that Potschochter will never ever get a job
so they at least want to make him feel capable of doing something.
Maybe there could be a further possibility.
Is Potschochter ought to realize, that his hard training
and his strong will to understand and to acquire new knowledge is paying off?
Well Potschochter is able to feel joy about little things other human beings do not even notice.

At the moment Potschochter is working on his project for computers,
that demands a socket server program, that eventuelly feeds infos to another Raspberry.
Since Potschochter has only one Raspberry he tries to connect to his laptop via sockets.
but this little deamonic Raspberry pi 3+ constantly refuses to connect to his laptop.
This is the last part of this project. Potschochter managed to send datas from Raspi to his database
on the laptop and vice versa. He managed to save the datas into a file on raspberry itself.
He even checked  how to retrieve datas from an API call and store it into a database and a file.
So there is only one part missing. Storing datas from Raspi to laptop via socket server.
Every trial ends up in a "Win ERROR[10061] connection refused by the target host", something like that.
So Potschochter has a hard time to realize that sometimes things do not work the way Potschochter wants them to.
So he turned to his maths chore called differential equation.
And MSRT is waiting silently to be at least read and hopefully being understood by Potschochter.

At the moment Potschochter feels like being in the midst of a jungle where snakes are falling from every tree he passes.
Those snakes are disguised and have differnt names such as "KOP", "mechanics", "MSRT", just to name a few.
Potschochter really needs a knife to assist him finding a path through this very densly grown jungle.
But Potschochter has managed to keep a grateful heart, that sings from joy by being able to get out of bed without the assitance of someone.
And yes Potschochter really feels blessed by his classmates. Everyone of them is nice and very polite to him.
So are the teachers that are confronted with Potschochter's way to act and react to given surprises.
It has happened twice that Potschochter had burst into tears of joy and being overwehlemd by a good grade.
Potschochter is not qualified in disguising his thoughts or feelings like the world uses to do.
And sincerly, Potschochter does not even know why he should hide feelings.
Potschochter thinks, that feelings are a crucial way to connect to one another.
It would be a very lonesome world if there were no other human beings to connect to.

So Potschochter wants to spread his discoverings of neither having to hide someone's feelings nor someone's struggles.
For we are in this alltogether.

So to everyone out there who struggels:
Reach out for help! Cast away your pride of wanting to mange everything all by yourself!

It is even mentioned in the book of books.
("And the Lord God said, It is not good for the man to be by himself.", 1.Gen 2,18)

 

God bless you

 

Potschochter's vessel.

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